we like taking on the town

I'm going to see The Kills in Chicago in May. I'm super excited :) Today was my first day off of four. I went and got groceries with Bella, then went to BWW with Caleb and Jim. Tomorrow night better be more exciting. I kinda want to hit the bars.

Any suggestions on healthier alcoholic drink choices?

I'm tired of telling myself "Tomorrow i'll do it. Tomorrow I'll start eating better, exercise, blah" Why is it always fucking tomorrow? I'm doing it now. I'm sick of it. UGH.

294.3 this morning!

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So apparently 2 bombs have gone off in my town today...town not city. My town has like 1900 people and a lot of them are in the country around it. It is insane. Hopefully everyone is ok. Total weirdness.

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295.4 This morning :) I know its not great but its sooo good to see the scale going down :)
I think Bella and I are going to head to town to get some cleaning supplies and possibly some groceries, but I don't have much money so i'm not sure.

This is my first of 4 days off :) I got my state income tax back, a whopping 60 bucks. I'm ready for my federal to come back so I can go shopping Friday.

I got 2 pairs of jeans the other day...both size 24 :( I haven't been up to 24's in years and I think this is why I avoided buy jeans for so long...but they at least fit and look good (for being a size 24).

I also got 2 new shirts, a hoodie, and a sweater. I'm going to go through my clothes today and bag up all the ones I don't wear/doesn't fit/don't like...and the ones of Bell's that are too small.

Anyways, WW is working, slowly but surely :) I'm pretty happy. I don't think I'll be able to join meetings full force since I work a lot of evenings and I wouldn't be able to attend.

Ok, well I need to go get ready to head to town. :)

295.4:)

On my way to work today.
3/365 ♥

Yesterday was my 22nd birthday. It was pretty lame. I worked 4:30p to 9p and then came home and blew my points at Dennys. I went over I'm pretty sure. I didn't even bother tracking the Dennys. Today I started fresh though and did pretty well and didn't go over at all :) I plan on losing when I weigh in on Wednesday :)

I am going shopping with mom Monday night since she's gonna buy me some jeans. I have some birthday money put back so I can buy stuff too. I don't want to buy too much b/c I realllly think I am going to succeed this time in losing. :)

I should be getting my taxes back on Friday and if that happens I'm going shopping with Amy and Courtney for clothes/shoes for me and Isabella. I also want a new hair straightener. Does anyone have a CHI? Thoughts on it?

I'm working back at Walmart now by the way. Cashiering again. Being a CNA was waaaayyy to stressful for my state of mind at this point in life. We were ALWAYS short handed and rushing and then I would get harrassed on my days off to come in. It just got to be too much. At least as a cashier I do my shit and leave.

David (the BF) is in the living room with his brother playing XBOX and drunk. Nothing new there...:( I don't necessarily disagree with drinking but when he gets wasted EVERY weekend I think it's extreme. I don't mind having a drink or two but I know if I drink more I go too far and get sick. Alcoholism runs in my family and that really freaks me out so I just don't do it at all. Plus it slows down your metabolism for three days and that is the last thing I need.

I am LOVING Weight Watchers by the way.

BTW I decided to do the 365 day picture thing :)

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I am using my iPod touch since my laptop is being finnicky. I joined the 70 day challenge and I am excited to start. I just weighed in today at 299.1. Gross. I am starting now although earlier today has been a bust. I think I have strep throat though so not feeling good at all.

Buut I am going to the dr tomorrow so hopefully I can start mess and feel better by Friday since it my birthday.

Also I am sticking to weight watchers point plus. I actually do really like it.

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Sunday night we're going to see Avenged Sevenfold, Stone Sour, and Hollywood Undead in concert. I'm pretty excited. I don't particularly LOVE any of them, but they're all OK and David is buying me a ticket lol. It's something to do :)


Still doing WW :) I've tracked for 2 whole days! Go me :)

Although I'm pretty sure we're going to be drinking tomorrow night so i'll have to choose wisely and count. I'm gonna look some info up on that tonight.

Sometimes I seriously want to punch David (the bf) in the face. As hard as I can.


Anyways, I went to my first Weight Watchers meeting tonight and I liked it :) It caused a huge fight between David and I b/c I left for like an hour and half and he freaked but whatevs. I had a good time there :) I got the nifty calculator and the pocket guide and this cute little cover FOR the pocket guide and the Dining Out Companion and Complete Food Companion books. The leader is this really nice woman who is peppy without being annoying. She lost 75 lbs herself and showed us a picture of her before and its nice to see that she wasn't always little :)

Hopefully now having someone else to hold me accountable will help with my change over to being healthy. I prepacked most of my lunch for tomorrow (no more biscuits and gravy) so I can just grab it and go and know the point value. I'm very excited about this.

My weigh in is on Wednesday nights, so its weird weighing after I've eaten and with clothes on, b/c usually its after the morning pee, pre-consumption of anything, and naked.

Thats why I was at 300.2.

I'm at the number I said I was NEVER going to get to again. EFFFFfff.
Thats why I HAVE to do this.
And I'm going to my meetings with my mom so that helps :) She's not as big as I am but its nice to have someone to go with. :D